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Vanth · **Posted:** Sun May 20, 2012 8:12 pm

happy

lilmeina · **Posted:** Mon May 21, 2012 2:27 pm

good good...had an awesome day yesterday...went to the park and then boyfriend took me out for indonesian food

Karito · **Posted:** Mon May 21, 2012 6:56 pm

torn... still not sure if I should swallow my pride or try luck with someone new

ShadowAndRhyme · **Posted:** Tue May 22, 2012 5:25 pm

fangirly.

Karito · **Posted:** Tue May 22, 2012 8:45 pm

stressed out...

MaryYana · **Posted:** Tue May 22, 2012 9:10 pm

Annoyed.

Why am I tired during the days, but active as fuck during nights? Am I a vampire? :shock:

Vanth · **Posted:** Wed May 23, 2012 1:37 pm

^do you sparkle?

@t: tired

lilmeina · **Posted:** Wed May 23, 2012 1:48 pm

not good...i think my still being pretty into that other guy is gonna make it impossible to ever "love" my boyfriend...

youngest Metalgirl · **Joined:** Tue May 22, 2012 7:52 pm **Posts:** 6

[color=#0000FF]i feel horrible,awfull,sick,ill,bad, whatever i can say.I feel like shit.I have a got reasen to feel like this:

It was on monday...I came from school and I felt so bad ,I didnt know how to survive...
So I saw the razor-blade...I took it but I put it back.. Then I ran in our kitchen .And I saw the beer,
the vodca,the brandey and the whiskey from my parents... I drank 2 bottles beer (0,5 l) and the half
brandey bottle (~0.5l)... I was so drunken, I lied on the ground in my own vomit, with a mead bottle next me (it was broken and
the mead was on me,respectively i lied in the womb of mead)
I was home alone and nobody could know what happened to me...
My parents found me and... ok, enough. Thats so stupid... I AM ONLY 13 YEARS OLD!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
And I am not sure.What,if i do that again? By the way, I remember a song from Peter Tägtgren/PAIN: Bottle's Nest.Its the same story,but he's addicted.. (I am hopefully not!)
ok, horror enough...

your youngest Metalgirl

bad medicine. · **Posted:** Wed May 23, 2012 8:08 pm

youngest Metalgirl wrote:

[color=#0000FF]i feel horrible,awfull,sick,ill,bad, whatever i can say.I feel like shit.I have a got reasen to feel like this:

It was on monday...I came from school and I felt so bad ,I didnt know how to survive...
So I saw the razor-blade...I took it but I put it back.. Then I ran in our kitchen .And I saw the beer,
the vodca,the brandey and the whiskey from my parents... I drank 2 bottles beer (0,5 l) and the half
brandey bottle (~0.5l)... I was so drunken, I lied on the ground in my oown vomit, with a mead bottle next me (it was broken and
the mead was on me,respectively i lied in the womb of mead)
I was home alone and nobody could know what happened to me...
My parents found me and... ok, enough. Thats so stupid... I AM ONLY 13 YEARS OLD!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
And I am not sure.What,if i do that again? By the way, I remember a song from Peter Tägtgren/PAIN: Bottle's Nest.Its the same story,but he's addicted.. (I am hopefully not!)
ok, horror enough...

your youngest Metalgirl

stop writing in colour. Posts in colour give you eye cancer.

lilmeina · **Posted:** Wed May 23, 2012 9:33 pm

^ i nearly peed my pants reading that :lol:

but for real girl, chill out...you come new to a forum and one of your first posts is this? i don't think it's really anyone's business on here, go talk to your friends if you're worried about yourself....
and then, doing this once won't make you addicted...happened to me all the time when i was a teenager and we called it "badass"...
you're probably just hitting puberty and i wouldn't wanna be in your spot, but you seriously need to chill the fuck out and talk to your parents and therapist or something...posting those drama queen posts on random forums won't do you any favour...

peace out

Vanth · **Posted:** Fri May 25, 2012 5:42 pm

so exhausted
shopping can be pretty stressful :lol:

Phaidra · **Posted:** Fri May 25, 2012 8:50 pm

lilmeina wrote:

happened to me all the time when i was a teenager and we called it "badass"...

I love you!!! :lol:

You just made me laugh so bad I cried! :lol:

@T: Really nervous about stupid finals and exams for Faculty of engineering (Yet somehow amused now). Shit, I don't wanna work! I still wanna study, sleep late, drink all night, do nothing during the semester and then fuss about how much work I have before exams. If I don't pass I will have to work. Damn.

Matilda · **Posted:** Sun May 27, 2012 11:02 am

Vanth wrote:

so exhausted
shopping can be pretty stressful :lol:

Indeed! Although I like to go and buy me nice things, shopping still gives me backache

ShadowAndRhyme · **Posted:** Sun May 27, 2012 1:36 pm

weak and tired, even though i only woke up four hours ago. i think i'm getting ill. i do not approve of this.

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